when i went to see theresa in the hospital in s.a., she loaned me the 1st season of veronica mars. ever since then i have been addicted. i mean, it's bad! it's been less than 3 weeks and i have already seen the entire 1st season at least 3 times, certain episodes about a dozen times, rented all of the 2nd season, watched it twice and downloaded the soundtrack from itunes. (really good music, by the way!). oh, and then i bought both seasons. both! i am completely obsessed. i am pretty practical with my money and generally don't like to invest in buying t.v. series on dvd (even though i love them) because i feel like i shouldn't be spending so much money on things that are luxuries. it usually takes me months of deliberation and lots and lots of neuroses to make a big purchasing decision like buying dvd's, but i just couldn't help it! i bought two! it's just so good! like, amazingly, incredibly good!
of course, now that i have become hopelessly devoted to the show, theresa tells me that it might not make it to the end of its third season. the new cw has promised a full season of the show, but has, so far, only ordered half a season. what the fuck?!?!? i guess it's never done as well as they had hoped and the network isn't sure if the ratings will be high enough to keep it for the whole year. i can't believe how stressed this has made me. i will be so sad if the show doesn't make it. as sad and sick as it sounds, i'll be heartbroken. it's strange to be so attached to people who don't even exist. they aren't even real, but i love their world. maybe i love it so much because i just want to live in their world and not my own. whatever. it doesn't matter the reason. the show rocks and i just want it to go on for a little longer. i don't think that's asking for too much...
