So, I'm sitting here at my temp job wondering how the hell I ended up here, wondering if I'm ever going to get a freaking job that doesn't completely suck. I know: poor, poor me! But I swear to God, I'm not even looking for total perfection -- somewhat sucking would be fine -- just something that seems like it is a little worthwhile. And uses a little bit of intelligence for something more than just putting up with stupid people and taking care of people by doing things that they should be able to do themselves. It's not like I haven't been trying. I have been trying to network and keep on it and be persistent without stalking and I don't know what else to do. This shit just shouldn't be this fucking hard. I'm sure I'll have more perspective tomorrow or even this afternoon, and blah, blah, blah, but whatever. I'm feeling negative and pissed off today. Fuck it!!
